Memoirs of a Fat Girl

It's amazing what anxiety, depression and rage can do for your body. Two days single, two days in zombie status and barely eating anything, and this morning saw me hunting for a belt.

Yes I know this is the wrong way to lose weight. It's not that this is how I want to do it, it's that if I put anything but water and the bare essentials in my mouth right now, I'll just throw it right back up.

I don't have an eating disorder, I know I'll eventually get over all of this, but right now my stomach is in knots. I just want to sleep.